Well well well. Little brother has been going online more than I have lately. Not that it's no problem, there is no one waiting for me online anyways...   But I'm back for another entry.

To be honest, I'm kind of having a difficult time lately. In between playing Kingdom Hearts and watching over my younger brother... I have no life. I have no one either. I feel really alone sometimes, and that scares me...

Anyways, tomorrow is the big day, and the Shitan outfit is complete!  I can't wait!

Well... It looks like little brother and his friends are rounding up everyone into Xanga. The wierd part is that it all started with China. She had a xanga for a long time but never used it for  a long while, but then all of a sudden she hooked my little brother onto it. Along with me. This could prove to be very bad...

But as I've said earlier, I've nothing to lose by doing this, as well as nothing to gain. I've been alone for so long that the lonliness doesn't seem to matter. It makes me sad, but it's come to the point where I don't anticipate or seek hapiness any longer.

My brother is really getting into Xenogears. He wanted to dress up like Fei Fong Wong. He's trying to get Sakura to be Elly. I already did my cosplay preperations, and I will be dressing as Citan this comming Halloween. To be honest, I'm a little excited! Well, I'll write again soon. I think "Hotsy" is getting into troble again...